July Babbling

So the middle of July has, so a little over 6 months till christmas.... OKAY don't shoot me now but seriously where does time go? AJ turned 3 this year and I was pregnant I thought he would never get here, then after he was born I thought it would be forever till he turned 1 then 2 then behold 3. He has grown so much in the past year, not only tall wise but by talking and expressing himself.

We have accomplished the potty training! Its so great to watch him grow but also it saddens me to know that as he grows we are also growing and as he gets older we to get older. The big 30 will be here in a few months and as I look back on different things throughout my life, I wonder if the next 30 will be better or worse. Granite I don't want to think about when I am 60...

I told Brad I think this is worse than turning 25 which was horrible then but now I see as I got older those passed 5 years I have become a wife and a mom. What better things in the world.

The most awesome thing in this world I have done is have AJ and the most rewarding. I love it in the morning to hear him say I love you mom and at night to hear him say I love you mom.

I reached the 5 year mark last month with Brad. Wow did anyone see that coming? What a great accomplishment to be married for 5 years when you hear about couples splitting up all the time.

Also I find it harder that Erica is moving on, almost 21, and will be moving to her own apartment. Even though it is some what close she will not be home like before. To remember me graduating and her being in the 3rd grade. I never thought she would graduate not alone move out and go to college.

Since getting married we have grown apart a little but I would still go to the ends of the earth for her and will do anything to help her. I hope she knows that and realizes how proud of her I am.
AJ will be devestated not gettting to see her often.

What a half year it has been and what a half year to come.. Hopefully 2009 will be another wonderful year...

LOVE TO YOU ALL